urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero DisposibleHero™ DisposibleHero™ 2007-05-29T07:48:25Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero:4505 2007-05-29T07:48:25Z 2007-05-29T07:48:25Z <div class="vox-cross-post"> <a href="http://disposablehero.vox.com/" style="float:left;"><img src="http://up7.vox.com/6a00d41423a4a7685e00d41427bf396a47-50si" alt="View DisposableHero™’s Blog" width="50" height="50" style="margin: 0 10px 10px 0;" /></a> <p>O.K. Kids lets see who's been paying attention.Martin Atkins = Pigface, PiL, Ministry, Nine Inch Nails, Killing JokeChris Connelly = Ministry, Revolting CocksJah Wobble = PiLGeordie Walker = Killing JokeAll talented, all great musicians.So sometime in 2000 they get together...</p> <p><a href="http://disposablehero.vox.com/library/post/i-3-damage.html">&#xBB; Read more on Vox</a></p> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero:4102 2007-05-25T00:16:37Z 2007-05-25T00:16:37Z <div class="vox-cross-post"> <a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/" style="float:left;"><img src="http://up7.vox.com/6a00d41423a4a7685e00d41427bf396a47-50si" alt="View DisposibleHero™’s Blog" width="50" height="50" style="margin: 0 10px 10px 0;" /></a> <p>So last night I had an epiphany.I am tired of banking false hopes on the actions of others. Well, actually I came to that conclusion some time ago, but I figured it would be in my best interest to forgive...</p> <p><a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/library/post/bizzare.html">&#xBB; Read more on Vox</a></p> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero:4066 2007-05-07T06:01:14Z 2007-05-07T06:01:14Z <div class="vox-cross-post"> <a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/" style="float:left;"><img src="http://up7.vox.com/6a00d41423a4a7685e00d41427bf396a47-50si" alt="View DisposibleHero™’s Blog" width="50" height="50" style="margin: 0 10px 10px 0;" /></a> <p>To paraphrase William S. Burroughs, happiness is a byproduct of function, purpose, and conflict; those who seek happiness for itself seek victory without war.I fought a very private war, and am now planning my exit strategy.Real simple: I'm better off...</p> <p><a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/library/post/uncle-bill-had-it-right.html">&#xBB; Read more on Vox</a></p> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero:3675 2007-05-02T02:58:36Z 2007-05-02T02:58:36Z <div class="vox-cross-post"> <a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/" style="float:left;"><img src="http://up7.vox.com/6a00d41423a4a7685e00d41427bf396a47-50si" alt="View DisposibleHero™’s Blog" width="50" height="50" style="margin: 0 10px 10px 0;" /></a> <p>So today is May Day, it has a bit of a personal meaning for me, 13 years ago this day was probably the lowest point I had ever encountered in my life. I survived it, and became a much harder...</p> <p><a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/library/post/may-day.html">&#xBB; Read more on Vox</a></p> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero:3541 2007-04-29T06:55:57Z 2007-04-29T06:55:57Z <div class="vox-cross-post"> <a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/" style="float:left;"><img src="http://up7.vox.com/6a00d41423a4a7685e00d41427bf396a47-50si" alt="View DisposibleHero™’s Blog" width="50" height="50" style="margin: 0 10px 10px 0;" /></a> <p>Another update on the mental Cuisinart, but this is more of a memory, a flashback. I've been getting in touch with old friends whom I haven't heard from in years, but this is a good thing, I know I left...</p> <p><a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/library/post/the-value-of-friendship.html">&#xBB; Read more on Vox</a></p> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero:3218 2007-04-19T05:14:06Z 2007-04-19T05:14:06Z <div class="vox-cross-post"> <a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/" style="float:left;"><img src="http://up7.vox.com/6a00d41423a4a7685e00d41427bf396a47-50si" alt="View DisposibleHero™’s Blog" width="50" height="50" style="margin: 0 10px 10px 0;" /></a> <p>Been a while since I posted anything, so a quick update, then a rant is in order.My folks relationship finally reached a boiling point, and with that finality.My younger brother and I had been talking about their relationship over the...</p> <p><a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/library/post/the-joy-of-personal-relationships---final-act.html">&#xBB; Read more on Vox</a></p> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero:2995 2007-04-06T08:26:53Z 2007-04-06T08:26:53Z <div class="vox-cross-post"> <a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/" style="float:left;"><img src="http://up7.vox.com/6a00d41423a4a7685e00d41427bf396a47-50si" alt="View DisposibleHero™’s Blog" width="50" height="50" style="margin: 0 10px 10px 0;" /></a> <p>So I've kind of had a busy spell the last couple of days. I think I have the cigarette problem of mine licked.Unfortunately, we lost one of the few people I actually respected in class this week.I was confronted, then...</p> <p><a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/library/post/creative-inspiration.html">&#xBB; Read more on Vox</a></p> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero:2802 2007-04-06T00:31:55Z 2007-04-06T00:31:55Z <div class="vox-cross-post"> <a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/" style="float:left;"><img src="http://up7.vox.com/6a00d41423a4a7685e00d41427bf396a47-50si" alt="View DisposibleHero™’s Blog" width="50" height="50" style="margin: 0 10px 10px 0;" /></a> <p>QuitMeter Counter courtesy of www.quitmeter.com.</p> <p><a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/library/post/call-it-will.html">&#xBB; Read more on Vox</a></p> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero:2393 2007-04-04T01:22:37Z 2007-04-04T01:22:37Z <div class="vox-cross-post"> <a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/" style="float:left;"><img src="http://up7.vox.com/6a00d41423a4a7685e00d41427bf396a47-50si" alt="View DisposibleHero™’s Blog" width="50" height="50" style="margin: 0 10px 10px 0;" /></a> <p>So yeah, I've managed to survive 24 hours without a ciggy. E.</p> <p><a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/library/post/disposibleheros-indulgences.html">&#xBB; Read more on Vox</a></p> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero:2206 2007-04-03T03:23:05Z 2007-04-03T03:23:05Z <div class="vox-cross-post"> <a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/" style="float:left;"><img src="http://up7.vox.com/6a00d41423a4a7685e00d41427bf396a47-50si" alt="View DisposibleHero™’s Blog" width="50" height="50" style="margin: 0 10px 10px 0;" /></a> <p>Yeah, went to Bickle's yesterday, needed a social fix. The more I chat with him, the more I enjoy having him as a friend.Par for the course, again, awesome drive to Belen. I spent the whole drive down singing Seatbelt's...</p> <p><a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/library/post/bickles-house-yesterday-humor-today.html">&#xBB; Read more on Vox</a></p> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero:2007 2007-03-31T03:24:59Z 2007-03-31T03:24:59Z <div class="vox-cross-post"> <a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/" style="float:left;"><img src="http://up7.vox.com/6a00d41423a4a7685e00d41427bf396a47-50si" alt="View DisposibleHero™’s Blog" width="50" height="50" style="margin: 0 10px 10px 0;" /></a> <p>So, just as I'm sitting at home staring at a panel and four walls.Still shaking a little, still recovering a bit from a letter I wrote.Ticked off as all get out.My mom calls.I hear my daughter.I turn to mush.My daughter's...</p> <p><a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/library/post/little-miracles.html">&#xBB; Read more on Vox</a></p> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero:1682 2007-03-30T23:59:59Z 2007-03-30T23:59:59Z <div class="vox-cross-post"> <a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/" style="float:left;"><img src="http://up7.vox.com/6a00d41423a4a7685e00d41427bf396a47-50si" alt="View DisposibleHero™’s Blog" width="50" height="50" style="margin: 0 10px 10px 0;" /></a> <p>So of course with all the crap I've been putting myself through lately I neglect the obvious.I had an anxiety attack today.I think what set it off was M. confronting me in the parking lot on the way to work.I...</p> <p><a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/library/post/anguish.html">&#xBB; Read more on Vox</a></p> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero:1455 2007-03-30T18:28:49Z 2007-03-30T18:28:49Z <div class="vox-cross-post"> <a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/" style="float:left;"><img src="http://up7.vox.com/6a00d41423a4a7685e00d41427bf396a47-50si" alt="View DisposibleHero™’s Blog" width="50" height="50" style="margin: 0 10px 10px 0;" /></a> <p>So yeah,</p> <p><a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/library/post/i-killed-it.html">&#xBB; Read more on Vox</a></p> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero:1099 2007-03-30T02:54:35Z 2007-03-30T02:54:35Z <div class="vox-cross-post"> <a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/" style="float:left;"><img src="http://up7.vox.com/6a00d41423a4a7685e00d41427bf396a47-50si" alt="View DisposibleHero™’s Blog" width="50" height="50" style="margin: 0 10px 10px 0;" /></a> <p>So last night I kinda lost it, I got kind of stupid.And then I vented at my friend Brain for what seemed like an eternity.I think I finally tuckered him out.I hate drama, even my own.But then, that being the...</p> <p><a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/library/post/yeah-i-have-issues.html">&#xBB; Read more on Vox</a></p> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero:1018 2007-03-28T07:53:39Z 2007-03-28T07:53:39Z <div class="vox-cross-post"> <a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/" style="float:left;"><img src="http://up7.vox.com/6a00d41423a4a7685e00d41427bf396a47-50si" alt="View DisposibleHero™’s Blog" width="50" height="50" style="margin: 0 10px 10px 0;" /></a> <p>Sometimes are overreact. So apparently, I didn't lose my job over [Explicative Deleted], which was a relief, but something told me at the start of the day that I wasn't quite over the whole situation yet.I guess I set myself...</p> <p><a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/library/post/checking-aggression-part-ii.html">&#xBB; Read more on Vox</a></p> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:disposiblehero:600 2007-03-27T00:22:53Z 2007-03-27T00:24:57Z <div class="vox-cross-post"> <a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/" style="float:left;"><img src="http://up7.vox.com/6a00d41423a4a7685e00d41427bf396a47-50si" alt="View DisposibleHero™’s Blog" width="50" height="50" style="margin: 0 10px 10px 0;" /></a> <p>So yeah, I finally vented in class today, and it wasn't pretty.Usually I have a pretty fair idea of what not to do when people annoy me. Except for today. So there's this guy in class, he's a transfer from one...</p> <p><a href="http://disposiblehero.vox.com/library/post/stress-relief-and-keeping-the-aggression-in-check.html">&#xBB; Read more on Vox</a></p> </div>