O.K. Kids lets see who's been paying attention.Martin Atkins = Pigface, PiL, Ministry, Nine Inch Nails, Killing JokeChris Connelly = Ministry, Revolting CocksJah Wobble = PiLGeordie Walker = Killing JokeAll talented, all great musicians.So sometime in 2000 they get together...

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So last night I had an epiphany.I am tired of banking false hopes on the actions of others. Well, actually I came to that conclusion some time ago, but I figured it would be in my best interest to forgive...

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To paraphrase William S. Burroughs, happiness is a byproduct of function, purpose, and conflict; those who seek happiness for itself seek victory without war.I fought a very private war, and am now planning my exit strategy.Real simple: I'm better off...

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So today is May Day, it has a bit of a personal meaning for me, 13 years ago this day was probably the lowest point I had ever encountered in my life. I survived it, and became a much harder...

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Another update on the mental Cuisinart, but this is more of a memory, a flashback. I've been getting in touch with old friends whom I haven't heard from in years, but this is a good thing, I know I left...

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Been a while since I posted anything, so a quick update, then a rant is in order.My folks relationship finally reached a boiling point, and with that finality.My younger brother and I had been talking about their relationship over the...

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So I've kind of had a busy spell the last couple of days. I think I have the cigarette problem of mine licked.Unfortunately, we lost one of the few people I actually respected in class this week.I was confronted, then...

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QuitMeter Counter courtesy of www.quitmeter.com.

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So yeah, I've managed to survive 24 hours without a ciggy. E.

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Yeah, went to Bickle's yesterday, needed a social fix. The more I chat with him, the more I enjoy having him as a friend.Par for the course, again, awesome drive to Belen. I spent the whole drive down singing Seatbelt's...

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So, just as I'm sitting at home staring at a panel and four walls.Still shaking a little, still recovering a bit from a letter I wrote.Ticked off as all get out.My mom calls.I hear my daughter.I turn to mush.My daughter's...

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So of course with all the crap I've been putting myself through lately I neglect the obvious.I had an anxiety attack today.I think what set it off was M. confronting me in the parking lot on the way to work.I...

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So yeah,

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So last night I kinda lost it, I got kind of stupid.And then I vented at my friend Brain for what seemed like an eternity.I think I finally tuckered him out.I hate drama, even my own.But then, that being the...

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Sometimes are overreact. So apparently, I didn't lose my job over [Explicative Deleted], which was a relief, but something told me at the start of the day that I wasn't quite over the whole situation yet.I guess I set myself...

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So yeah, I finally vented in class today, and it wasn't pretty.Usually I have a pretty fair idea of what not to do when people annoy me. Except for today. So there's this guy in class, he's a transfer from one...

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